Fresh new start

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-07-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

omfg!!

i just realized....

I HAVEN'T PLAYED RO FOR 1 MONTH!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HOLY CRAP!! DAMN YOU PC THAT WON'T INSTALL IT!!!! *CRIES*

I will make a new website.

2005-07-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

yesh....

i hate blogger.

More f--- words

2005-07-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR.

IF PERVERTED, COMPLETE STRANGER EVER ASKED ME AGAIN FOR MY PERSONAL INFO OR ASK IF WE COULD KNOW EACH OTHER, I AM GOING TO KICK HIS FUCKING SHINS!! WALANG HIYA! I AM NOT A FLIRT LIKE SOME! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ONE GUY EVEN TOUCHED (not just accidental) MY ARSE! THAT FUCKING BASTARD! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG PEOPLE THESE DAYS??? DON'T THEY KNOW THAT IS HARRASING?? AND DOING THAT TO A MINOR??????????? I AM SO SICK OF THE LACK OF RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLE IN OUR COUNTRY!!

S H i T (part 2)

2005-06-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

Today...

We celebrated Paghihimamat for the freshies, sorta, welcoming them.. And lemme tell yah, it was so freakin' screwed up. The 1st years usually presented a number. When we had to preform last year, all the people Boo'd us. But us, freshies, Batch 2004-2005, just calmed down. They boo'd at us but our batch was the 1st to practically OWN our intramurals and we WERE the only ones ALIVE in any program. Un figlio di puttanas! The freshies who presented were gladly welcomed with claps and all i could mutter was "WTF?" Did that mean that we weren't welcomed last year? If it's true, then maybe the upper classmen made it clear when one of them wrote an article in the school newspaper, "Flirt Girls" and the ones in the limelights were my batch. I can't really remember the exact words but I could remember my classmates fuming and protesting & saying stuff like, "They should be the ones in this article! They don't even set up a good example for us! They even do things in public like kissing, flirting and spending time alone together!" As a eye witness, WE were innocent! I really felt like crushing the face of the writer who only used the pseudonym, Kuya Joseph. >:O

Soo anyway, a few mins after the program, our Scribe*, Sir Mai, scolded us for screaming and shouting in support for our teachers and the freshies. She even said we were, patagad ug bigao n!(patagad=wants someone to notice her/him and bigaon=flirt.) THE NERVE! We were screaming in support not for our crushes! AND she said that infront of the boys. After the program, my classmates were crying and stuff (coz they were embarrased!), and when our Troop Leader came in to return my mp3 player because she confiscated it from my friend, the one I was telling you all about, my classmates were shouting "Sir Joy, just replace Sir Mai!" or "She's gonna get in deep shit if she doesn't apologize!". Then, Sir Mai walked in and all hell broke loose. Seriously. You don't know how emo my classmates are. D: At the end of my classmates and Sir Mai's shouting conversation, Sir Mai walked out crying and my classmates crying but now, a bit contented. Me? I didn't listen at all. Nor did I cry. I just listened to my mp3s.

Now for the story of the confiscated mp3 player. Franz, my friend, borrowed it from me. I really wanted to listen to music, but I couldn't say no. And I can't. It doesn't seem to come out from my mouth. So she listened while the Paghihimamat was going on. CC, a classmate, asked if she could listen for awhile. Franz, said "Sure! Just don't touch anything ha, it's new and lets just play the songs I like because the mp3s here, suck." Whose MP3 player is it?! Anyway, CC sang so loud to the tunes that Sir Joy noticed it and asked for the mp3 player. Franz gave it to her. Then, on the way out, I asked Sir Joy when I could get it back. She said, Get it from me or I'll just go to your room. Franz knew it was confiscated diba? She didn't bother to ask Sir Joy or say sorry to me. Gr..... When Sir Joy gave it to me, she ASKED, "Can I borrow?" I was about to scream, "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU???" but hell already broke loose. THE NERVE!!

*walks away ranting, grumbling, and pissed off.*

[[ *-Girl Scout Leaders and Scribes always watch over her troop during programs or masses. ]]

S H i T

2005-06-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Note: this is just part 1 of my rantings because I don't have enough time.

yes yes... censor that if yah wan't but that's what I'm currently feeling. I really don't understand myself these days. Its not only me but the peepz around me. Ugh. My close ka-berk is getting so annyoing to me and I can't understand why. I luff'd her when we were freshies but I'm already tryin' to get away from her. She's possesive and I don't wanna hurt feelings and have my whole barkada against me. But... I just want to have someone else for a change. Like my old seatmate who was, for me, a best friend(but I don't know about her...) because I never got tired of her! She was spontaneous. And was very fun to be with. Urgghh...

And I can't say what I've been dying to say inside coz me and my psychologist, (that would be my best bud, Jerb) rarely have time to see each other because she's in a top section and that's alot of pressure, and I have so many responsibilities! Plus the fact that our 'Yaya' went home to her province this week and I arrive home at about 6 pm and I get tired from just cooking for my family who doesn't even say thanks.

Do NOT even get me started with school. ARGH. It's just been 2 weeks since classes started and my homework is piling up to the extent(?) that I stay up until 2 am. My teachers are great but Ginoong Selerio is such a dickhead. That may be an easy job for him coz he just has to know that his head is a dick and it's attached to his neck.!!

OMG OMG OMG!

2005-06-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Feeling:
Screaming:

Remember my other post, the one that said I drank too much cofi that I cant sleep? Well, ITS BAJILLION times that feelin. Minus teh coffee!! OMFG! I'm like sooooooo excited!! *sings* Why?? Well, as you know,(if you read my post below...) that it's my birthday in less than 2 hours. *rejoices* That's not what I'm crazy about. It's what my bro said. He said... "Ang i-gift ni mama nimo kay bag-ong comp. Ayaw saba hah, kay ingon siya nga dili nako i-storya nimo. Ako nyay gamit ha?"

[x]TRANSLATION: "Mom's gift to you is a brand new comp. Dont tell her coz she told me not to tell you. Lemme use ha?" [x]

Screw the 3rd sentence. I dunno if he is lyin'. Soo hard to tell. Anyway.. I <3 the idea!! I wuz wishing for an iPod BUT THIS IS TOTALLY BETTER! With a new comp., I can spend hours and hours on Adobe photoshop. *druullls* With a new comp., I can SAVE my OWN musx and pix!! With a new comp., THERE WILL NO LONGER BE MEGABYTE EATER GAMES --except RO-- !! With a new comp., ITS ALL MEH!!

*sighs*

--please lemme have a new pc.--

B-day. OMFG!

2005-06-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Feeling:
Screaming:

Grr... I can't seem to find the time to squeez in meh blogging time...!! Super busy na with school and it just started a few days ago!!

Oh... I'm turning 14 in 2 dayz... And it sorta sucks coz my some of my classmates are already beggin and asking for... er... libre. I'm not rich ya know!!

Well... I don't wanna spend all my b-day cash on people that just begged. I'd probably spend a portion of it but not whole. *greedy*

--Not that I'm greedy... I just want to buy my OWN mp3 player. Specifically, an iPod Mini! 8k pesos++++.--
I never ever have a really awesome b-day gift or party. I didn't even have a suprise party in all my 13 b-days!! My mom wants a simpler party like just us family in the house... And I think that sucks. It's pretty lame, and I can't even invite my friends on my special day. I+ SUcK5.

Bah... Dont mind my mindless typings up there! *points above*

Anyway, MY SCHOOL ISH AWESOME!! <333

Why you ask? SWIMMING LESSONS! ! ^^

Yesh, it's not a big deal to others but for us, ignoys (ignorants) it's like a slice of heaven. We don't have a pool coz the Recolect fathers thought they were alkansi (luge) so they just turned our supposed to be swimming pool to a tennis court. *grumbles* Almost every saturday for our 2nd grading period, we will be going to the Abellana Sports Complex (where they hold the Sinulog Dance Competition, every year)! Oh.. I think that's all for now.. Tryin' to make a new skin for this blog! ^_____________^;;

hint: sorta like my emoticons.. ^^

--please don't steal the EMOTICONS i'm using! i got them from ! get your own there!! ^^

Finally an update!! ^^

2005-06-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Lol... Anyway... I think you've noticed the new skin... *points everywhere*

Sadly, this aint a long update like what you folks are dreaming of. *points the word, dreaming* I'm just wondering if its a good idea to get a host(ess). I'm sorta sick of blogger, plus you can upload files/zips and other useful stuff in a real website and you can't do that here... I think I'm also quite ready for the real website. I mean, I've been reading tutorials in almost every page I go to! But I'm not sure... for 1 thing, I don't have a host(ess). And, I'd have to change my links again. (Burden for you.) Plus, I don't know ANYTHING ABOUT FTP! :( I'm confuzed. -____-;;

and I don't like www.tk! Too much ADs! D:

Please let me know what you think in the taggie. (No comments section yet. I forgot what was the code. D:) I'm hopeless!! D:

Anyway, school just started 7 days ago. It's been fun except I got this terror teacher. Practically everyone in my class hates him. He EVEN accused my classmates of copying assignments when THEY got their assignments from the book. Psch. New teachers. They don't know nothin. Plus HE IS SOO ANNOYING! Grrr... P.s. He's my Filipino teacher

OHHH!! G2G!!.. I'm off to do my homework.

No updates yet... x___X;;

2005-06-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

Sorry... I don't really have the time to update coz I'm busy with my real life right now... But in the mean time... click this:

Pahr-thei

2005-05-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

I'm in my friend's house right now. It's her birthday and my closest friends and I hate her. She's a slut. A whore. A big f-in bitch. And I just wrote that in her "high tech" pc which is remarkably slower than mine. *shouts* HAH! UP YOURS! The reason why me and my friends hate her because she is:

a snob
feeler
not a 2-timer.. not a 3-timer but, a 4-timer. I swear.
a big fat LIAR
she think's she's all that - but she's not
she has all the boys wrapped around her finger because the boys are too stupid to fall under the big witch's spell.
a wanna-be but can't-be
britney is her idol. she wan'ts to be just like her when she grows up. do i need to explain?
she just loves the feeling of other people being misrable.
she's mean and a jackhole.
her motto: boys are toys. Again. Do I have to explain?
one of the most annoying persons i've ever met in my life.

oooooh... let me finish later... the witch is back. have to pretend to be 'nice' cOz it's her b-day. i just hate doing it.

Ughh...

2005-05-18T10:24:00.000+08:00

Oh My God.

I just realized that I spent almost 3 weeks without internet. And I'm still living. LOL. No joke!! I haven't updated, haven't played RO, haven't checked my e-mail... Let me say it again. Oh My God.

You probably want me to explain "WHY?!?!"

Well, my pc sorta has a virus and had to be reformated. (It's been reformated, 10 times. My god.) So after being reformated, I tried to connect to the internet but to no avail. So i've been playing The Sims™ for the last 7 days and etc...

The other days, I spent at the hospital. No need to fret.. I was just admitted coz my mom was worried SICK of me coz my fever wouldn't go and STAY down. Haha..

Anyway, I'm also having fun with my latest hobby... Drawing in adobe photoshop. It's supeerrr cool... I luurrrve it!! Here's one just kanina...

I also think I'm growing weirder and weirder everyday. I just said, "I can't wait for school to start and summer to end."I SWEAR it's the first time i've ever said that! I can't wait talaga... NEW STUFF, going shopping for NEW STUFF, meeting NEW friends and hugging and hanging out with OLD friends... I JUST loove the feeling of the start of the school year... And I'm gonna make this 2nd year of highschool a better one! :)

Anyway, my guy friend confided to me that he's getting 'uglier'. He's reaallly SMART, and deeply Religous. What does the 2 compliments count for? He says he's getting uglier so dba, Jesus is in the face of every child or human? He's saying that Jesus is ugly. Where's the intelligence and religousness of that? I dont really care or give a damn if i'm pretty or not. As loong as I'm comfortable and happy, there's no need for me to fret!! As they say, it's not the outside that matters it's what's in the iNSIDE! You just have to show how OUTSTANDING you are in other stuff so that they won't have time to concentrate on laughing at your appearance coz they'll be busy trying to beat you or something.

DAMN. There's something wrong with my pc ULIT! Crappy piece of shit. *kicks pc* *pc screen blocks out* DAMNIT!

Ceee Ya Later...

confession

2005-04-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

I am hella scared of alot of things.

Numbah 1, Cockroaches. I can't stand them! This one time, a cockroach landed on my pants, I WAS SCREAMING LIKE HELL! I SWEAR! My mum was laughing at me tha whole time! She didn't kill it! AWMG!! @_@ I think my first horrible experience with *shudder* roaches when I was about 5. I was combing my hair infront of the mirror when 2. READ IT! T-W-O cockroaches landed in my hair! I was screaming and crying at the same time. I was horrified! I guess that's where it started. I downt ever recall killing one cockroach with a shoe or those insecticides!

Numbah 2, anything scary. Like zombies and etc... But I'm getting over it! Whoohoo!! @ _ @

Numbah 3, being alone during night times. My recent experience made me add this one.

Numbah 4, Clowns. Yes, yes. I know it's childish. But do this for me. Look at a clown's face. He looks happy right? How he grins sooo wide... Doesn't that freak you out?! And that red nose? How'd he get that so red??????? BLOOD perhaps?! Ok... Lemme stop. I'm getting freaked out!

Numbah 5, Too much pressure / stress. I cant imagine that. That's why I'm scared of it. I get cranky, moody, even upset when something stresses me out. @_@

That's enough. @_@ Coz I had enough... @_@

Bye ya'll!

BoO!

2005-04-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hello! Been going nuts these couple of days... Why...? Well...

this happened to me on tuesday around 2:52..I was scared!! OMG! ok... this is what happened... I was visiting some sites when i heard this odd noise from our gate. It was like someone wanted to get in... The noise kept...uh... making the noise for 8 LOOONG MINUTES! I was freakin' out!!! Ofcourse I turned off the pc right away! I grabed Shara, which was sleeping in the floor, waiting for me and I ran torwards my room and hid under the covers for the longest time! I didn't sleep and I couldn't coz there were images that were flashing in my head. YOU do not want to know OR see what they are... *shudders* I guess tha noise wanted me to go to sleep already!

My cell is going bananas too!! OMG! It can't send texts. IT CANT EVEN FUCTION! *throws the 6610i out the window* Oh no... I need that!! @_@ *jumps from the window to get it* Can I live without my phone?

...

NO! O.o

Also, I've been sick for the longest of time! I have the whole package, sniffles, cough and fever.. ... I'm kinda tired too... OMG. What the hell is wrong with me?! anyway... I'm tired... Later owkie?

hello!

2005-04-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Ei peepz! Guess you read my msg in my taggie or read my official msg in my ex-blog
::: www.just-me24.blogspot.com :::

maybe you're wondering why i moved. Well...

1.) My ex-blog had mixes of my ragnarok life and my real life. I was thinking, why should i talk about my RO life when most of my readers want stuff about my real life? *Duh!*

2.) I hate my old URL. It sucks coz it was boring ang sorta hard to remember. With www.flaire-.blogspot.com it's easier to remeber right? i could have taken www.flaire.blogspot.com but someone had already taken it. Dunno anyone else in the planet with the name Flaire! (Umm.. maybe I'm wrong coz i only know 1/100000000000 of the planet.. haha.)

3.) I have this 'problem' that I can't keep 1 thing PERMANENT. Ofcourse, nothing in this world is permanent except change right? But don't worry. I'll stop my self from changing it!

4.) My gal pal, Charmie promised to help with my blogging needs but since she is soo busy, I just told her it's owkie if she can't. I understand anyway. She was very helpful indeed! ;P

Umm.. right now i can't think of anymore reasons... Not sleepy thou... Kinda from the coffee I drank kanina.. LOL.

Anyway, I made this profile of my puppy around 5 pm. >.<

Name: Maria Sharapova A. Cabrera
Nicks: Shara, Baby, Aboshki~Boshkie, Dawgi, Sarah, Buyo~Buyo, Chi
Breed: Original Shih Tzu
Age: 3 months
Height: Not taller than my knee.
Weight: A bit bigger than she eats
Description: Cute, cuddly, has BIG eyes and hyper. Likes to pee, crap, tag around clothes, eat, sleep, get teased, sit infront of the aircon / fan, be scratched in the belly. Hates baths and when someone leaves her. Eats anything within her paws. Probably the stupidest 1 in my whole household coz she keeps on tagging around my family's under garments except mine ofcourse! >.<

`` Flaire ``